btbbp

2009-10-13T05:49:00.000-07:00

It's confirmed man, six months for me to play! omg this is damn good this just plastered a smile all over my face i swear i want to play and happy hour everyday till i drop dead and tell myself that is seriously enough man. Fk A levels, i swear i will be back with utmost vengence and play my ass off! haha can't wait ah what's with all the sweet deals coming up, the prospect of monetary incentives from parents, i'm already drooling at the promised reward for nus admission woohoo

2009-09-11T08:24:00.000-07:00

You know sometimes things are just really fked up when you do something but the other party just don't seem to care two hoots bout you, and it is done nicely in a arrogant manner. And there are also times when you have to eat humble pie, and acts like some guy who needs a companion badly, because screw it okay, you want it that way, we'll have it that way Anyway i make use of you, and you make use of me, and that's how things works right?
Good lord i seem to have alot of grievances huh. Anyway today is self proclaimed off day for me, i want to go out proper but mum not free too bad and i ended up having mini soccer game at the backyard with my bro that lasted for a retarded but fun hour plus!

2009-08-16T06:35:00.000-07:00

Just another boring week ahead.
This week though- got my club card, a num spree, a toscano case(the way my mum got it was like wtf?), and new running shoes coming up!
Okay i really have to say this, i really need to find more help for maths in school, cos i'm not getting as much help as i would like!

2009-08-07T08:42:00.000-07:00

I must really renouce all worldly pleasures man, damn it why must all the promised good deals pop up at this point, and they are so swarming my mind!
oh i can start my new exercise schedule alrdy, hopefully three times a week; i'm already raring to swim at the club tmr!

2009-07-30T07:34:00.000-07:00

I seriously hate doing all the stupid stuff like pq and whatever not, such a bloody waste of time man, but thing is i have finished it! And i'm just gonna turn one blind eye to its lacklustre form, i redo it twice you know the stupid computer screw me up, so just good gracious to it.
I am keeping my fingers crossed, aiya keeping my entire hand crossed, that i can go to hk in dec with my mum to embark on my factory sprees with my aunt hahaha, then its family to gold coast maybe for new year, then to coveted Europe for next cny!

2009-07-23T02:53:00.000-07:00

I hate school, and i hate myself for being just so naive and not studying hard enough at sec4.
Home, club, library~ the-soon-to-be tripartite of solace.
But on a brighter note i'm actually staring at more exercise avenues!

2009-07-17T09:06:00.000-07:00

ohgod i just want the stupid year to conclude quickly, my parents are like saying australia for one moment, and london the next moment its damn positively irritating i srsly hate being the eldest argg.
I am on course to passing all my subs for the first time!
Its 12am now i am going to try and pull myself up at 7am to run hated rounds at ccab i'm so dying to exercise!

2009-07-13T03:28:00.000-07:00

Mum and i were singing the same tune; this is so ridiculous and dumb and insane, no wonder people are willing to let theirs' go for more than half the original price, damn man i thought everything was tailor-made perfectly for us already.

2009-07-11T08:22:00.000-07:00

Off to warren, bc, and pines tmr and i'll be keeping my fingers crossed!

2009-07-05T21:24:00.001-07:00

Arggg damn i'm so so pissed i cannot play game at home already cos my account has bloody hell kena hacked but how to blame myself huhh that stupid website has such a totally harmless facade arggg.

2009-07-01T21:40:00.001-07:00

Damn i miss the sun so much

2009-06-28T21:15:00.001-07:00

I just simply want recognition for all the shit i have put in to shore up my studies. pleasssse.

2009-06-25T08:25:00.000-07:00

i swear the ns checkup sucks big time man it wears me out so much i can only cover one pathetic chapter on econs today.
Oh and my tv is screwed up at the right time in the middle of the gss, and a new plasma beckons on sunday :)
And alright this is random but i just realise i can drink like two cups of coffee everyday and if this carries on i am so gonna die of overdose of caffeine. But how to resist the inexorable temptation of coffee you tell me haha

2009-06-23T07:23:00.000-07:00

I had a major wallet scare today, and i am going to shower my wallet as much love as i can, before i lost it again unless the item- losing syndrome gets lifted up from me or something haha

2009-06-22T09:19:00.001-07:00

wth i told jem i will finish sequences and series tonight by hook or by crook, but here i am still using the com, and damn, i'm feeling tired already hahaa. But too bad my resolution says nono and i want to complete it in two hours time!
Im getting bored of kap and serene centre. Off to find new places to study tmr, and it's town on the list next!

2009-06-21T08:43:00.000-07:00

you guys meant the world to me and will always will :)

2009-06-11T07:31:00.000-07:00

I just procastinated the whole afternoon today with heartfelt regrets, but at least im enlightened with the reinstating fact that i am integrated in a academic environment, and for the first time in my life, i appreciate it, and thank goodness for it :) Screw these people who are bound for failure, simply axiomatic ( my favourite word(: )

2009-05-14T07:38:00.000-07:00

Okay i finally got back my phone, turns out that a chip inside had actually gone missing because of my unfriendly pulling of earphones. Haha my com is back from workshop too though everything inside is gone and lost wth.
Oh and i found this african remix of soulja boy on youtube, and damn the beat of the song just keeps rewinding in my head haha.

2009-04-29T06:24:00.000-07:00

-"Maybe i'am that individualistic after all"
Still going on, maybe not that strong already, with night studies but at least i have my trusted ipod with me for companion! Oh yeah but argg my phone is spoilt only after a few months and im now stuck with one which cannot even have its direction controls used
Oh and i just realised how sick ks bull really is, which means me wonder why are we only going all frenzied about it now haha.

2009-04-19T06:56:00.000-07:00

This is bad bad bad i didnt study much these two days, and i must really save money now in anticipation of the incessant cabbing to kovan.
League was alright i guess started off with a loss though but got one game back against the xiaodes today.
Haha and i finally got myself a ipod. Hate my phone to the core you know the music player just doesn't seem to cooperate with me at times.
Oh got a new case at borders too cos the old one just don't fit anymore and we got ourselves some munchies too, mark & spencers is having some good discounts going on hahaha.

2009-04-17T02:53:00.000-07:00

Haha cut my hair really short and i dont care how ugly it is because the feeling is just so great and shiok and i simply love it!
League starts tmr and i just hoped i wont get burnt out.
Oh and i moved to watten. Haha just at the right time man cos my new room spells conducive. Hwa chong ppl are all around me and i must study study study!Ironically, i have phy retest tmr wtffff

2009-04-06T05:50:00.001-07:00

Alright im here to lament just how bad the results are just like what everybody is doing right now. haha pass econs with c and gp with d and the rest are just simply not worth mentioning.
lol pms comes once a month, but mood swings comes just so randomly :P

2009-03-27T22:09:00.000-07:00

Caught confessions of a shopaholic with sylvia and dawn ytd and it was just the perfect way to get common tests out of your mind :)
Looking forward to training later, haha i have not exercise for the whole week and i need some outlet to spend my bursting energy on!!

2009-03-25T05:01:00.000-07:00

wtf maths is down, and another subject down for me, when it is my most confident one. Chemistry tmr and i got a very very strong niggling feeling im done for it

2009-03-22T03:23:00.000-07:00

"And I was desolate and sick of an old passion." Ernest Dowson.
Oh yes how true and ironic, disillusioned but i know the show is still on, and i hope i won't lose the plot once again!

Arg and also the confines of this mundane house is stifling me and making me go bonkers, i just want the exams to be over soon! :(

2009-03-12T23:52:00.000-07:00

Everything will conclude soon, i sincerely pray to God.

2009-03-08T09:04:00.000-07:00

whywhywhywhywhy

2009-03-06T08:07:00.000-08:00

Today just sucks totally.
On a lighter note i got back my chinese results with a D, and im quite happy already! Aiya pass happy already, and now chinese can offically scram from my life!
Hehe and also i am very proud of the progress of my book too (:

2009-03-01T06:26:00.000-08:00

I swear the rain sucks, full stop. Three days, and all came untimely argg. But kaixuan yesterday was still damn thrilling cos we balled and fooled around in the rain! :D Hurr talk about cheap thrills. And Oh yes flu flu get lost please.

Oh hi this's my dade!

Oh and i came across this random quote:

Ships that pass in the night, and speak each other in passing,

Only a signal shown, and a distant voice in the darkness;

So on the ocean of life, we pass and speak one another,

Only a look and a voice, then darkness again and a silence. * Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

How true is it? And how to break through from hauntingly silent nights, where all you can feel is the eerie caress of solitude?

2009-02-22T06:24:00.000-08:00

Though none of us won anything, and some of us ended up cursing everything we can think of, it was still good exposure to us, and we managed to catch a league game!

Haha alright this is random cos i got nothing to talk about, so yeah Argg i hate to stay at home man, how to study when the brunt of the sweltering heat just bears on you! Moral of the story is that staying in houses are not neccesary that nice! But i dont wanna go out too, cos i dont wanna waste money arggg how how how.

2009-02-14T21:09:00.001-08:00

Hmm school is starting to get very systematic, because you know what to expect now, and mugging is already a integrated part of my life!
Haha training has increased intensity, but no one is complaining, im not complaining, because i guess we are used to it too! Anyway it is beneficial on kaixuan part too right!
Oh and i know im crazy to join the adidas shootout, but everyone needs a breakthrough point, and i hoped this will be mine :P

2009-02-01T01:03:00.000-08:00

Hmm even though the review tests are a pale comparison to the big As, im still happy that its over!
Im so glad i live in singapore, cos the supposedly mild coldness of hk already left my lips slightly lacerated. Hahaha and i swear i love my aunt for giving me so many lavish apparels from armani!

Anyway here are some pics from reunion dinner.

Its actually quite sad to see my once doting grandma ageing over the years, and she really looks so much older than she is supposed to, and it does cause some mortification in me.Andand to end off i saw this dog in the streets, basking in the attention that it is really recieving alot!

At last chemistry is starting to make sense. Tsk

2009-01-17T09:51:00.000-08:00

Arggg i want to do it well but i just cannot seem to get it right!

2009-01-11T07:24:00.000-08:00

lol wanted to sleep early for the dreaded tmr but still im just not used to early bedtime hahaha.
Oh im being ambivalent again, i want to start school cos then i will stop slacking my life away, but then i hate it cos of the early alarms and well, studies!
Anyway ben you got to buck up man chiong chiong chiong for one week before you go off for your hols :) Then chiong till A's!
GOD BLESS ME

Ho it finally started :)

2009-01-08T03:44:00.000-08:00

Hmm for some i know whom i should spend my time with.
School is starting real soon and i havent prepare a shit for it.
Woo on a brighter note, the incessant trainings and outdoor sprees had left me with a more brownish skin :)

2008-12-31T19:03:00.000-08:00

Hi guys welcome 2009 even though i hate it cos of a levels, lets pray that this year will be as smooth as possible!

haha 2008 is a really meaningful year, from pae, to jae, to chromium, to joining kaixuan, to my class buddies. I got myself some great friends thats one thing, but the change in me is really the one that makes me so incredulous. Compared to the past, i snub on some occasions, and only care for those i care for. I even finally learn how to have a temper though its still small hahaha. I dont know what made me change, and dont know whether the present self is good or not, but i just got to take it cos this is me. But gone are the carefree and childish days in sec school, and im so glad i became more mature hahaa.

i feel like i got a lot of things to say but dont know how to get it out so toodles for now!

A peek a boo at 2008,

Blessings for the year ahead everyone :D

2008-12-24T04:08:00.000-08:00

Christmas eve is spent clearing my stacks of notes. Goodness me it was neglected for so long that dust is so abundant and there was even an big big dead bee!
Merry christmas to everyone!

2008-12-19T22:23:00.000-08:00

Oh my nigga me the song, " Balling" by lil wayne is so catchy like a whoosh, the main essence of it is in the chorus!

"We stay high on that 5 0 4 shit (Ballin)
Some day I all the time and you know this
We stay high on that 5 0 4 shit (Ballin)
Some day I all the time and you know this "

2008-12-14T06:27:00.000-08:00

hahaaa its been a hectic week though theres nothing much.
Class chalet was quite well recieved in terms of attendance, but in the end its still down to those few guys with me. haha and oh ya i must mention this man. Only me and zhikai was left in the chalet on the last day and we return to tampiness from town at 12 i think. The last bus have left and well, walking from tampiness to changi isnt that near hahaha. And we were bloody broke with only 6 bucks and just by sitting your ass in the cab will cost 4.2 bucks. Hahahaa but in the end one taxi uncle just allow us to board the cab and see how later. And in the end when we reach there he just said forget it and ask us to use the money to buy milo for ourselves. hahaha the fare was like 10 plus and i swear i will rmb this good samaritian's face :)

Anyway my mum just bought another toy poodle and i swear its damn freaking cute at 3 months old! Alrights its expensive at 1k plus hahaa and its damn ironic cos she just told me she has no money for my christmas wants -.-

And omg im currently addicted to the moonwalk in michael jackson's billie jean hhaah

2008-12-07T11:10:00.000-08:00

haha its utter nuts for me to blog now at such an early time of 311am, but sylvia koh force me so i got no choice hahaha.
Ok la thanks thanks for being such a nice person, but this is only the beginning ah, must continue to help me :) but give it a secret ah please or i annouce to the whole world about your that 3 guy thingy :D
Msning with her for 2 hours is crazy shit but no doubt a lot of crap and bullshit are being discussed and you can take a peek a boo of a sneak example of craziness in sylvia blog (sylviakxh.blogspot.com) Ehh now you owe me a treat for free publicity ah sylvia haha.
bye im off to have a good sleeep now and i swear it will be tattered with sweet dreams toodles :)

2008-12-01T07:04:00.000-08:00

Omg deciding whether to see a second sinseh tmr cos my leg still appears to be stubborn wtf. And training really makes me ambivalent eh, the enjoyable feeling of not training and slacking, and the frustration of being able to, is really... dichotomous! as given by eugene tan hahaaha.

Alrights its december and i had offically given myself a month's break from books. Time to "get my head in the books" omfggggggg

2008-11-27T21:39:00.000-08:00

Hello just visited some accupunture sinseh in old old chinatown and im sad to say i must be out of action for one week. Not really very scary and painful, but it came as a shock to find out that the vein on my left knee is actually bulging out, which apparently is the cause of all the shit my leg is feeling. Hahaa but hopefully good times ahead for my leg after a week!

2008-11-21T19:52:00.000-08:00

Alrights the channel 8 9pm show is getting interesting, and " as long as you dont give up, there will be a miracle " has became my new pickup line (:

2008-11-19T01:15:00.000-08:00

I dunno why, though i have not been doing much things, but the occasional ball and gym, but time seems to whizz super fast man. No time sleep, and i really need time to STUDY my hated books.
Desperately looking for a job too to feed my mounting christmas wants. :(
And i swear i hate my stupid freaked up leg which gives me nothing but intermittent pain. I cant even run and jump for nuts. Must go for sinseh massage already hahaha.

2008-11-14T21:49:00.000-08:00

Oh yes baby my agonising wait for a handphone is over and my stint in hell without music has finally ended with currently 120 songs in my phone :)

I returned to the olden days yesterday, where defences are crushed under the word courage, watching me breeze through them as i did in the past. It really sparks a reverie, and i hope it continues on.

2008-11-10T06:29:00.000-08:00

hahah hello i think regardless of how pw can make one to be tormented, it is still a year of weal and woe shared together, and it deserved some sort of formal ending. So let me present this very short clip which we presented in op which is hellish threatrical in the first 50 seconds. And the imba fact is the video is compiled two days before op, and the "behind the scenes acting" really left my mouth twisted, from all the incessant laughter. It is actually quite enjoyable being a actor! :D

Stayover at rw was quite a blast, though we could do with more vodka:(

The only colour on a dull path is black :(

2008-11-07T03:12:00.000-08:00

Ehhh time to update on my results?
I fail chem, maths and chinese for promos, but overall, got E for maths and economics, U for chemistry, C for physics, S for chinese, and D for gp. Which means i totally just scrape pass the promotional criteria, but still affirms my place in j2! ( I was telling jem and dean, how i wish to repeat this piece of good news to a certain someone. Hopes this really shuts his provocation :D )
But i know this results are abysmal, and it will get me nowhere. What a brillant holiday looming in front of me man.
Oh ya and i cant be ogl already cos apparently for some whatnots the school finds that my attitude is not errr...recommended to be one :(
Okay i know this sounds stupid but now the veins in my butt hurts like some shit. I think i tried too hard in jumping high -.-

To all whatever is your results, take things in your stride ah :)

2008-11-04T10:23:00.000-08:00

Okay, with nescafe coffee being my lightning to jolt me, and music as my soulmate to calm my indignant feelings, i am pleased to announce that i JUST finish my i and r! At a very early time of 230am -.- And a part of me feels a slight twinge of guilt and worry cos this is my first ever draft, and my last ever draft :D

Toodles everyone got to drag myself up tmr morning at 8am for goddamn school.

2008-10-31T07:38:00.000-07:00

Alrights i got no qualms for chinese, just at least a D please!!! Next monday will conclude my whirlwind year after my stupid op and i'll be in liberty for one month at least!

HSM 3 in my opinion, dunno eh, think 1 and 2 nicer. And just as i was telling jem, one big question mark over the plot is that east high school seemed to be just made up of six people :O

I swear im dying without my ipod. Music is so integrated in my life and without it nothing can complement your different emotions :( Arggg have to adapt for about two more weeks of hell before i get a music player cum phone, and finally get to replace my useless freaked up phone!

I dont mind not having a life but please justify me and dade's efforts! And i really dont mind any type of training cos i know i can take it :D

Ohh ya cantonese is the new language of communciation between me and parents. Not bad eh they are paying me 1 buck a day as a form of incentive to speak canto. I know how speak lor, just not fluent only hahahaha but i will learn, and must learn :D

2008-10-29T04:15:00.000-07:00

GOD PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!
I BEG YOU!
I DONT CARE IF I USE UP ALL MY LUCK,
PLEASE PLEASE DONT LET ME SCREW UP CHINESE TMR!
cos i screw it all up till now -.-

Gambette everyone for a level chinese tmr! :D

2008-10-26T05:08:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Kaixuan won third place in the Asia Pacific u19 tournament!

The best joy on earth is to sink into solitude :)

2008-10-17T20:00:00.000-07:00

What can i do, except to see?
Is this it?

2008-10-15T08:13:00.000-07:00

Happy sweet 17th kell! , a day full of suprises for you! :D

When things got bored at school. sylvia lappie save the day(:

Okay school really sucks man, not knowing our results and yet mugging the shit out of us studying for chinese and pw. And pls pls can operation grand plan go through smoothly on next wed? :(

2008-10-10T19:44:00.000-07:00

I just realised how much i miss loh. Still remembered the three occasions of encouragement from him which will forever brighten up my life. Him calling me uncle, giving me chances, praising my positive points. Him with his 30-35 second rule, renowed maniac in drilling us with physical stuff, and his ever sexual humour in jokes.
Whatever the others said about him, to me, once a mentor, forever a mentor (:

2008-10-08T02:20:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps im here to say that my newest hate is chinese!!!!!!!!!!! Arggg a level chinese sure die.

2008-10-03T22:31:00.000-07:00

I decided already, who cares about whether you have that stinky piece of authority labelled in you. To me you are just a freaking figurehead, and im not going to take that lying down. Lose or win, you can be ensured it will not be easy for you. I appears to be the loser, but because of those dumb words, the real biggest loser in the picture is you, buddy. Its a war right?

On a lighter note, with the best teamwork i have seen in my life, coupled with a solid team defence, Darwin got first for handball! Defence defence defence. Hmm.

Actually i just realised, you are just the girl next door, Only.

2008-09-30T03:46:00.000-07:00

This few weeks, i had been thinking alot. Aiya standard, just encounter a question that you dont know how to do, the worst always comes to mind. Practically in the end, even before promos started, i have already drafted a plan B. What combi to take if i retain, what course to take in poly, even things like what cca to join if i go poly -.- I thought of should i even just proceed on j2 even if i should promote. Im like whats the point if you just scrape through j1 and struggle right from the start at j2.
Regardless of what, i told myself to put in my best, regardless of what results, i dont want to regret. I couldnt recognise myself, cos i swear i had made a 360 degree change from the good old ole sec sch days. I had never mug so hard in my life before, and faces the possibilty of failing in my studies for the first ever time. I also told myself, even if retain die die also dont want to have tuition. Cos i want to promote with my own effort, do it myself, and i want myself to adapt to independent studying. How to learn otherwise?
But still i know in my heart, regardless of all this shit, i still may retain. I neglected everything for chem, thought i could overcome it, but still i dont think i can make it. wtf. Maths suffer terribly as a result and die lor two h2 all like that. Econs? 50-50?
Whatever it is, i know i have given my best shot, and i wont regret whatsoever. Although i hate it if i retain even though other people can do it, i swear im pissed with myself for losing, but if fate produces this conclusion, i have to take it. graciously. I just hope that efforts would at least be justified a little.
Well, promos is over, though i still have another battle on hand. Promote or retain, jc or poly, but lets play play play for now.

Its showtime! :D

2008-09-26T02:03:00.000-07:00

"Look me in the eye. It's ok if you're scared. So am I. But we're scared for different reasons. I'm scared of what I won't become, and you're scared of what I could become. Look at me. I won't let myself end where I started. I won't let myself finish where I began. Look me in the eyes. I have something more important more courage. I have patience. I will become what I know I am."-- Michael Jordan

2008-09-18T01:18:00.000-07:00

Hello.

GP paper 1 rocks.
PAPER 2 SUCKS TO THE CORE.

Damn i think i have some form of sexual stereotype, but this is no thanks to all these people what.

2008-09-12T20:25:00.000-07:00

Wow despite the confidence and everything, my body still succumbs to the stupid irritating bug in me.

Self qurantined myself at home for the past few days, no sunlight, no training, no school, no outdoors, total isolation, with only my dog and books for company.

BLOODY HELL THIS SUCKKKKKKKKSSSSSSS

2008-09-05T19:45:00.000-07:00

Mugging suddenly feels better at home? :O Like more relaxing and quiet?

Hahahaa mum just went on a crazy spree in candy empire inside vivo and all i can say is i stand to benefit out of it. Chocolates, cookies, waffles, sweets and whatnot (:

2008-09-03T07:47:00.000-07:00

Ok hello im here to say how imba these few days had been hahhahaa.

Seriously if it permits, lt4 would be the best studying ground BEFORE kap. Oh wait, it is not even a studying ground, it is our HOME. The stage is yours man, do anything you want (:

And when we got sick of studying today, the devil in us took over and i swear it was utmost fun, fun and more fun (:

I seriously hope the after promos event would take place, time to let ourselves loose then :D

Sorry for not saying any details, cos if im not wrong, 99.999% of all the things i said involve breaking of school rules hahahaaa. 0.001% is due to us paying school fees and that will entitle us to enjoy at least some form of school facilities right!

Till then, PROMOS. I swear it sucks, o levels is so much a better prospect luh.

2008-08-30T08:40:00.000-07:00

Oh to add on to the last entry, thanks peirong and weiquan for your keychain (:

Kapped with hh, rw and nah today before heading town for my num flipflops. Thanks lots for accompany me ar (:

Training was all wells. keep it up (: And dont be sad kay weiquan! Im sure you will be okay! :D

So half a year cannot compare to four years. Saddening thing you know, what a ending for the ctss team, year 2004-2007. Speechless.

2008-08-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

ACKNOWLEGEMENTS

Thanks jem, wc, sylvia, xingxian, dawn, lynette, and maureen for your beautiful jersey and card! I swear you guys rock (:

Thanks kaixuan xdz and ddz for your various wishes, cos it really means something (:

Thanks fiona, dean, and zhihua for your cute tee :) I wore it on that day at least hahahaa.

Thanks zhihua and zhikai for your movie ticket, i dont need anything big anyway (:

Thanks tammie for your wonderful dinner and PRESSIE :D

and finally, thanks chromium for the frame, scumptous lunch and your cake treat ar! Love you guys :D

And yeah, thanks also to others who wish me someway or another! (:

On another hand, here am i being a two-faced spectator ): And finally after two years of agony, you can finally scram out of my life. BYE. And this time i mean it.

2008-08-25T07:59:00.000-07:00

Yeah I'm leaving,
And I' ll never let you find me,
I'm leaving you behind with the past,
No i wont look back,
I'm leaving and i wont quit running away

2008-08-18T08:06:00.000-07:00

Finally started on gyming today, need to go back to BHD quick, in turn for the prospect on wednesday.

The smile just lingers (:

2008-08-16T09:30:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love: You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education: Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Wc quiz now

7 things i look for in a girl?

1) SPORTY!
2) english orientated?
3) have common interests and topics?
4) non-overly emo, fun and bubbly type
5) trust for each other
6) caring?
7) have a certain degree of fun-seeking

hahahaa okay this is the more mature version of the quiz. Decided not to post the one which me and jem did together cos its too immature and lame :D

top on agenda: PHYSICS, ECONOMICS TEST

2008-08-14T07:35:00.000-07:00

No justice, no feelings, no messages, no whatsoever.
Life sucks? Take drugs.

2008-08-11T08:42:00.000-07:00

Hello all. chromium outing was dinner at makansutra at esplanade there. The food is yummy yummy! but the price is also damn yummy too zzz. Catch up a little and yeah, was another day of fun (:

My mum could be in a trace, cos she seemingly just buys anything that i want :0 I got a new book, 4 friendship bands, and new bag! dakine or eastpak for school? :)

2008-08-08T21:41:00.000-07:00

hello. national day skit went smoothly and tiredly i must say? haha Suresh owe me drinks ar.

Managed to catch a bit of the olympics opening ceremony yesterday. It was EXTREMELY grand! I like never seen any thing like that before and just realise how grand and important the olympics is especially to the hosts LOL. Culture and pride was indeed on display and it really spurns up something in me hahahaha.

A pity it didnt pull through again, bringing me down from up. fate fate fate :(

To show how tired i am, I just realised i slept 13 hours straight :)

2008-08-07T07:35:00.000-07:00

Team Kaixuan (:

Okay, to all those who are biased and thinks that my hair is unsatisfactory, hope it pleases you now (: In any case i feel cooler at the head there hahahahaa. And cos of my hair and fairly white face-.-, yours truly is benjamin sheares for national day. A big GOOD LUCK to me :(

Finally made some sense out of alkenes, and it needed me to pon two lessons to try and understand it. Now to understand the rest of organic chem! And i hope town outing pulls through, need to get new pants and stationery. And since sis is buying a backpack, maybe i can influence my mum to get a eastpak for me too :P Its on the way anyway right!!!

Alright, eom is freaking screwed. Just let me scrap some pathetic marks from it pls.

2008-08-03T07:56:00.000-07:00

I just notice my blog is picture-less and this are some super duper random pictures to add colour.

2008-07-31T08:34:00.000-07:00

Had really busy days coping with work, catching up with sleep. Night study was alright these days, but it could really do with an aircon :)

Thaddues' 17th was spent at town, catching P2 at cine ( quite scary and sadistic eh), and dinner at spaggadies. Finally met up with mel haha. Glad that things clear up a bit ya, and thank goodness for that :)

Just found out that the keyword is not driving, but defence. No friends in war right hahahha

Keeping me on my toes, even though its just a false illusion :)

2008-07-26T08:42:00.000-07:00

Hello just had a nice phone call :)

PTM wasn't that bad, at least the teacher didn't talk about the bad points and gave constructive feedback. Its time to choose between school or kap for studying, but not home hahaa. promos promos promos.

Since its already over, learn from it, pick yourself up, make sure this does not happen again. willpower ftw :)

2008-07-24T08:50:00.000-07:00

Going PW-hectic now. Just finish a stupid written report and left with eom to do ):

Some thoughts:
- missing that link in the heart :(
- To protect one's dignity, one should not lean back while sitting -.-

The guys lost the testimonial match, but just treat it as the community shield :)
Regardless of what, at the end of the day, walk out with your back straight and with your head up. No regrets, no cowardice.

2008-07-20T08:07:00.000-07:00

kap today was spent with jeremy, fiona and amanda. Quite productive i must say. And for that thought, all i can say is "awwwwwwww". Well, it always happen i guess :(

I got a feeling that i am like against the whole world. But it happened before, and in the end that person have to see my victorious smile. Just take it in your stride and let your actions do the talking. Make it happen again man.

ooo and i got an honourable invitation to the vp. Clap and roll the drums please.

2008-07-18T09:48:00.000-07:00

okay week one is officially over and its time to let my arms straighten:(
Birthday week, plus lots of facial cakes as memories. Happy birthday qianru and huihan! and yea tridon in advance!
Time to get a new reading book, and its also time to gear up and hit the books. promos promos promos.

Nothing to lose :)

2008-07-16T06:45:00.000-07:00

I'll just make sure i get four freaking a's and put it in front of his freaking face and ask him did i just get freaking promoted.

2008-07-15T07:44:00.000-07:00

Just some food for thought: what will you do if a past sms buddy's birthday is nearing soon, but you both havent talk for months. Would you wish an awkward happy birthday?
Some things are seriously just so funny hahahahah

2008-07-13T08:49:00.000-07:00

Oh results announcing time.
U for maths and chem, S for econs,
E for physics, D for chinese, B for gp.
So yea, failed all h2, pass all h1. I still got 30 bucks prize money, haha for passing 3 subjects. this is really wtf man.

Training today was bad bad for me. And yea starting week 1 tomorrow. Lets see lets see.
Alright i dunno what to say already if you dont wanna talk just freak off man seriously.

2008-07-12T07:51:00.000-07:00

Sports forum in the morning was just bascially spent sleeping in lt3 and chatting. Save for the boringness, at least there was not much sai kang to do :) ooo and got a shock when i saw yumi, melissa and co.
Off to sentosa afterwards for the first kaixuan outing. Though it wasn't the best of outings, it was still fun! Bad suntanning day too, blame the sun :( Oh and saw ayleen and bestie too!
Holland +kap +training tomorrow, back to usual business.

aiya just ignore it la, 100% record :)

2008-07-11T08:56:00.001-07:00

What Benedict Means :

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat.
Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind
.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

Check it out :)
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

2008-07-09T07:36:00.000-07:00

alright, got a pair of adidas shoes recently! shopping with mum rocks man, point to this, "ok", point to that, "ok" . Haha, got a couple of accessories and i still got $60 sporting house voucher! haha. must get every wants first before announcing the results to mum :p
If i am not wrong, i think i failed all my h2 but pass all my h1. Still good game ben.

Okay, time to imagine, a NUM candidate in 6 weeks :) Work for it guys :)

2008-07-06T18:55:00.000-07:00

hello.
chalet with chromium co is seriously the bomb. From pillow fights, to hair pulling, to nehneh poke!, to cards, to gaying, to taupork, to bed scandals. haha, sad thing was some cannot stay for the whole length of the chalet, but nevertheless its still fun! :D Love you guys!

headed to sbc yesterday to help support SOMEBODY' friend. haha, a night of total madness, two matches, four overtime periods. Minyi vs combined red was the highlight. minyi no 7 was like the source of cheap thrills. haha, and the crowd was like all for the underdogs. and yea, they won scrappily after double ot! Savour the moment ben :)

Alright, time for some fun, based on majority's support :D quite alot of inside jokes though.

QUIZ TIME

1. The person who last tagged you is:

jeremy/weicong/xingxian/sylvia -to be fair

2. Your relationship with him/her is:

the clique five? :D

3. Your five impressions of him/her:

jeremy- scandalous!/gay buddy!

weicong- vulgarily fun partner!:D

xingxian- mrs MAN :)

sylvia- machine gun/crappy/and ya la tall :D

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:

jeremy- scandal,gay,kap partner :)

weicong - psp psp! oh wait, its self service :)

xingxian- oh, wanting tells me that she thinks you are a nice guy :D

sylvia- ben, you got short legs! hahaha

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said:

jeremy- scgs netball!

weicong- dulan ar!

xingxian- awww ben, the green shirt canoeist!

sylvia- ddddddddd !

6.If he/she become your lover, you will :

jeremy- kill him then myself :)

weicong- get dulan first,then kill him then myself :)

xingxian- wow! i have the honour eh!

sylvia- well, d and b rhymes :)

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:

jeremy- get my fringe length first HAHA

weicong- erm, body parts? yea, your neh!

xingxian- psychoing skills! psycho wanting already then we break. HAHA

sylvia- your height! :D who cares bout legs hahaha

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:

im sure that will be no grudges :)

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:

jeremy- cant think of anything haha. not girls for SURE ;)

weicong- cos i ole him in soccer? haha

xingxian- cos you want me to be GREEN, but im not. HAHAHA

sylvia- cos i kill d? :)

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:

jeremy- know the scgs girl first, then introduce HAHAH

weicong- yea, ambush the kopi auntie!

xingxian- know the green guy :)

sylvia- introduce her to him!

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:

jeremy- scandalous? haha

weicong- hokkien ah!

xingxian- guyguyguy?

sylvia- erm, girl next door!

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?:

erm, ask them luh :)

13. The characters you love of yourself are:

effort? yea, no talent but works hard right hahaha

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:

erm, indecisve at times at guess, and yea, im a NOOB hor haha

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:

just be yourself :)

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:

tkstks, love u too :)

Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you

1) xingxian

2) jeremy

3) weicong

4) sylvia

5) julius

6) kellyn

7) geraldine

8) dade

9) thaddues

10) yunhao

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?

(kellyn) nan nan and more nan :)

19. Is no.9 a male or female?

(thaddues) guy!

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

(ger and yunhao) they are strangers but yea! bestie with bestie is best :)

22. What is no.2 studying about?

(jeremy) the beauty of banks :)

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?

(weicong) haha, ytd on msn?

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?

(dade) erm i dunno, mandarin pop? hah

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?

(xingxian) erm, i duuno but think got :)

26. Will you woo no.3?

(weicong) haha, anyway gay is the in thing right!

27. How about no.7?

(geraldine) haha, im always the victim right ger! :D

28. Is no.4 single?

(sylvia) haha, i got a feeling not for soon :)

29. What is the surname of no.5?

(julius) lol, i duuno is it tjiong or wijaya hahaha.

30. What 's the hobby of no.4?

(sylvia) haha, excersing the eyes? :)

31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?

(julius and thaddues) erm, strangers :)

32. Where is no.2 studying at?

(jeremy) should be able to find him in pj or kap :)

33. Talk something casually about no.1:

(xingxian) fresh! which means subway :D

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?

(dade) HAHA, yeayeayea :)

35. Where does no.9 live at?

(thaddues) jurong!

36. What colour does no.4 like?

(sylvia) erm dunno :)

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?

(julius and xingxian) well, think they are accquitance? haha.

38. Does no.7 like no.2?

(geraldine and jeremy) haha, nope!!

39. How do you get to know no.2?

(jeremy) pj pj pj and more kap :)

40. Does no.1 have any pets?

(xingxian) erm, dun think so?

41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?

(geraldine) HAHAHAHHA NO COMMENTS :DDD

42. What do you think no. 10 is doing right now?

(yunhao) 100% sure. either dotaing or mapleing :)

2008-07-02T09:26:00.000-07:00

balled yesterday then finally visited the gym, in dunno how many years. (P.S. mood= demoralised) It was really a concidence man, saw the ctss ball gang at the gym and the juniors playing at the court. ctss ftw! Catch up a little before balling again with them, then going home a shagged person.
woots, and i think my a' orals are alright. Dunno why but everything just came out fluently, even though some may be crap but its still fluent crap :D

Oh yea, i am Mr short legs :(

2008-06-30T08:40:00.000-07:00

Physics was much easier than expected, but i still hate to talk bout exams, so lets just say hello to the week break now :)
class outing to town straight after paper to have lunch, then cine. For those who are still under exam hangover or stress, go watch Get Smart :) Oh ya, and i learnt a new theory today. When you speak of the devil, the devil will appear. lol.
Off to mind's cafe after that, and just board games all the way. And thanks to somebody, my fingers are thrombing now :)

30 plus bucks spent in one day, great job ben seriously. And i want to get a lot of things- new berms, havangnas, shoes, jeans. Especially shoes, hate my canvas now :( oh ya, maybe a black eastpak? :D

Oh ya, and i forgot to mention. I HATE APPLE PIE MAN.

2008-06-28T09:04:00.000-07:00

Hello all.
Training today, the feeling of exercise just feels great, after a week of total mugging, which turns out to be too late zz. But really got to catch up with fitness, it sucks now man seriously. haha but i think besides that everything is alright :)
went to nette house yesterday. Her house is just so.. INTERESTING! haha. from the walls to the floor to the table and even to the toilet, everything looks so cool HAHA. had dinner ya, and just slack away having fun. ooo, and the dog is cute :) only people like ger will be scared :D tam' house next! hahaha.

okay.. using tomorow to study physics, and monday will finally end the freaking exams.

2008-06-26T07:01:00.000-07:00

One word for exams : screwed
Hope chinese save my ass man seriously, first paper that i have a slight twinge of confidence of getting 45marks.

2008-06-23T07:08:00.000-07:00

Good luck people, econs tomorrow. Left tmr morning to "chiong" again at kap, cos i am going to sleep now haha.

I dont care..i dont care.. damn damn freaking happy now :D

2008-06-22T09:44:00.000-07:00

Noob noob noob noob noob shitt shitt shitt shitt shitt :)) NOOB!

just back from kap. did only two pathetic chapters on econs and finish gaseous state. omg, two more days!! back to kap again tomorrow hahaha.
I need to scrimp and save man, money is running out like again, and i haven't recieve my new allowance :(

2008-06-21T09:13:00.000-07:00

The past vs present match was freaking cancelled..wth..so took the time to went kap again to study. Left bout 3 plus for ger bday!! haha, lots of fun :) erm i dunno how to upload photos so just go friendster and see hahaha.
Celebrated her bday at bugis.. tammie and bernette couldn't come :( Ger that pangsai was still sort of fooled even when our original plan fell through. hahaha. went to swensens at funan after that to have dinner and bday icecream for the bday girl. haha, in simple words, a day of fun:)
Sat- Kap in the morning with hh and jw, then jem. Really hope i dont't forget the freaking notes in chem bonding which i memorise in pain. Left for kx training after that, and did bhd too finally:)
Another boring day tmr.. holland+kap. Hahaha hoped it will be really productive.

2008-06-18T09:46:00.000-07:00

it is over. Kaixuan lost by 20+points i tink, but still good game everyone :) Think of the positives- it was second round nevertheless. To all 91s, lets fight for this year and1 cup first before next year youth cup. :)
My personal game was alright, effort on defence was there at least. Had the driving feel back finally, after months.
Cut hair+town+shopping+stayover tmr. ger birthday and a ctss past vs present match on friday at ayar rajah cc. Interesting and fun activities! :D But not much room for mugging sian.

And i really dunno wad to do or say already. Seriously, there is just no eyes.

2008-06-17T09:42:00.000-07:00

bball day today. met hh at cck cc at play ball till 2 plus, then off to chinese garden to meet yh and ian. To play ball again hahaha. yh really changed a lot sia, nice hair :D
played with some graduated pj ppl there till 7, then left for home before going to kap. Try to study but really..CANT. then left there at bout 11 and here i am :)
last match of 2nd round tmr at sbc, versus woodlands ring. haha kaixuan for top 6!!

No regrets, only motivation :)

2008-06-16T09:59:00.000-07:00

Second post :)
Nothing much today, just pure mugging. Watch nba game 5 and lakers won!!! love kobe :)
970 to holland then met jem to mug at burger king, had my first frolick too:D Saw bryan and mingyang there too, weicong came, justine came, and more mugging came.
Had dinner then bused down to kap to study again and i sort of finished econs :)
bball tmr, hope the meetup with yh and ian goes through hahaa

HELLO!

2008-06-15T11:23:00.000-07:00

New blog just trying things out haha. My first post as a BLOGGER! ok hi my name is benedict :) Bye!